My goal is to become a Concept Artist in the fantasy/sci-fi art genres, to be able to portray Character/Environment design Digital paintings and Traditional illustrations of an at-least acceptable/honed skill/level.|
I have much work to do as i have little or no natural aptitude for the craft and use what resources i can for studying/practice.
I sincerely wish the best of luck to every/any person in achieving/obtaining whatever it is they're after or want in their life, and feel entirely free to message me on anything and i will respond when and if i can.
I aspire to someday work as a Concept artist (once i've gotten to a good enough skill, if ever, ha...) in the game industry but in the end would work in all relative areas such as film/animation/literature cover work/graphic novels/etc or even freelance.
I am in the process of making plans for different training/or school options,
until then, i study on my own time with whatever resource i can find.
"When it becomes evident and apparent that the aspired ability or craft you desperately wanted more than anything else is out of your reach and unachievable while others achieve it as if magically, death and suicide are your dearest companions" - Abel and the talking tree of witherbee hollow
"I will place all of my effort, commitment, and devotion to achieving skill in this craft, but if even my most exhaustive attempts are met with hopeless failure while others enjoy such skill and majesty, i shall lie in wait in the beaches of black ash as oblivion washes over me and takes me under her waters" - Ishiopent necro
"As life in the world around you becomes too pointless and pathetic to tolerate, you are blessed with the freedom to light yourself afire with a match and remove yourself from it" - Carthia folie
“Life’s greatest gift is the freedom it leaves you to step out of it whenever you choose.”
― André Breton
“A man devoid of hope and conscious of being so has ceased to belong to the future.”
― Albert Camus
“It's really a wonder that I haven't dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart.” - Anne Frank
“We dream to give ourselves hope. To stop dreaming - well, that’s like saying you can never change your fate.”
― Amy Tan, The Hundred Secret Senses
“A man sometimes devotes his life to a desire which he is not sure will ever be fulfilled. Those who laugh at this folly are, after all, no more than mere spectators of life" - Ryunosuke Akutagawa
“I could wish for nothing more than to die for a childish dream in which I truly believed" - Ryunosuke Akutagawa
Advocate of Anti-Psychiatry and am strictly against the labeling or deeming of anyone as "mentally ill". People have a right to their own mind and body. "Psychiatry" is a Subhuman cult of Atrocity. "Mental illness" Does not exist and is nothing but a pathetic mythical excuse used by delusional whiners to discriminate against anyone they think of as "diseased" or when someone doesn't fit their control fetish guidelines of biased social ideals and "not normal". Involuntarily detaining someone against their will under the guise of "treatment" is an atrocity, you don't get to identify others as "diseased".
Anyone who believes in "Psychiatry" "Psychology" "Suicide prevention/Involuntary force" or "Mental illness" is a childish worthless pathetic Subhuman bigot worthy of nothing but being put in a gas chamber.
Advocate of Anti-Psychology
Advocate of Pro Suicide.
Advocate of the Right to die belief for all individuals.